This SUCKS!

Ok- I caved. I am sitting here with an Oreo shake from Jack in the Box. A LARGE one even (cuz it is only 50 cents more!- DUH!) I don't care if you call it dieting, eating healthy, making good choices, being an adult or what, it SUCKS! I hate being so conscious of food. It is totally consuming my life and almost every decision I make. I keep thinking of myself as "being good" or "being bad". I need to change my thought process, but today is not the day.

So there you have it, the ugly and now I am going to enjoy my shake and the gorgeous blue skies!